LJ link's poem

I WANNA
Start something meaningfull for both parts with someone
Even have my doubts at first and whisper a quiet Let's get started... i guess
With whom I won't have the time to think Damn free time or fucking What to do...
There will be no Friday the 13th came on a Tuesday this month shit
She'd be all my Obsessions, distractions and others, My preciousss
Last long with because, Tomorrow comes and goes
And I'm gonna want to have time to build our Dreams
Where there will be no Nullity, voidness, vacuity and other kinds of emptiness
I'd tell her all about Like 'Owner', Like Baby Cat tales and such
She'll even care for my fucking All About My Kitty memories
I'll finally have something to write and so have something to say Let's update then for
Confusions will have to be a part of it because nothing is perfect
I want to think all these are not just Stupid Wonderful Dreams
That they will have a way, and I won't have
To worry about To Annoy, Or Not To Annoy
Because that's part of the Ironic Tales of Life
Like I want to have someone who'll even like my Quickie (Manifesto)s (hehe)
We'll talk about everything, even my Stressed pets
Talking about her will occupy all my time
And therefore I'll feel like the world's Timeless at last
And I'll fucking stop thinking that Nice Girls Finish Last
I want to stop feeling like I need you to Give me something to sing about
And invent some PMYMHMMFSWGAF acronym shit
Finally really find someone with Common Sense and Sensibility
Which I still believe I'll do because Good Things Come To Those Who Wait
Someone who won't care to say to me What Color Is The Sky In Your Planet?
Who'll give me no such dramas as Delusions, illusions and to disillusion
And fucking really really really believe This Is The Highest
Stop identifying myself with quotes such as
Mon, um, easy on those cookies, okay? Remember, they're just food, they're not love.
And stop feeling Hurt as if it was by no one in particular
Have someone to discuss Life Is A Right, Not An Obligation matters with
And not just say Caring (more or less...)
Have all the thing OUT IN THE OPEN FOR FUCKING ONCE
And not having to refer to Those We Don't Speak Of
Stop lamenting Why Does It Always Rain On Me?
And thinking It's A Disgusting World Out There
Because I know That's The Worst Thing I Could Do,
To think We Are Disgusting Animals
And, hell, pour my Heat Seasons on someone
Feel like I'm the happiest person alive and
Mock everybody else because Sucks To Be You
Stop the Blogger's dilemma shit
Forget about When Chocolate Is Not Enough stupidities
I wanna really feel So Unsexy for someone
Have someone to laugh with about hilarious quotes
Like It's Psychosomatic. You Need A Lobotomy. I'll Get A Saw
I wanna really think and feel hey I'm here
I've done this and It's Nothing I Regret
To be sure and happy to say I'm gonna Commit (to) This
Cut the Have Yourself A Very Little Christmas and Poof nonsense
Even have strong arguments about how We Never Change, Do We?
I wanna believe in Love's Chemistry as well as in silly fairytales about Karma
Don't be scared of anything and never worry about What Will There Be Of Us?
I wanna be wise and happy-experienced enough to give advise to
Someone else and say Don't Let It Pass You By
And believe I'm really At Peace With Myself
I would like to stop having to Blog It All Out
Be loved by someone who does care about
Me worring about The Danger Of Being Too Innocent
And enjoy our Random Self Contradictions
Laugh about The Pros And Cons Of Being A (Lesbian) Spinster
and those silly like things I wrote like Mirror, Mirror On The Wall
Quit having Half A Life
I want you to stop being part of my own evil myths, like Everyday-Demons
Stop getting hurt and singing along Just Like A Pill
And never EVER have to think about how Saying Goodbye Is (So) Hard To Do


And so fucking much much more...

And fucking stop wasting my fucking time writing this fucking useless horrible shit